Friday, January 16, 2009

This is fact not fiction For the first time in years.

Two people told me today that I seemed sad (depressed). I don't feel noticeably upset. Maybe it's the winter and the lack of color in my skin. I have a lot to look forward to in the next month. It's about time this cd gets finished. Over a years worth of work coming together, finally taking shape into something I can see and hold.
Everything has come full circle.
I am right back where I started last year but I am better, faster, stronger. I have learned from my mistakes and the mistakes of others. I have learned that who I am does not consist of the choices I have made but the choices I will make. Slow and steady wins the race.
I will not be afraid to try again.
I will not be alone.
I will not be afraid to be alone.
I will not be ashamed.
I will have the things I need.
People will begin to see me again.
Just take me out of my case and press play. I can be the light in your room or in your car.
I can get you home.
I can be your background. I can be your energy. Turn me up until I burn out.





If you feel discouraged
That there's a lack of color here
Please don't worry lover
It's really bursting at the seems
Absorbing everything
The spectrum's a to z

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